went to library to meet niki and juliana y.
we did maths NPPA..
wanted to take video..
but in the end we did not take..
all forgotten to take..lol..

after we 'finish' the maths thingy
me and jy see niki off
when her mum came to pick her up

after that i company jy to Mac(my store)
weijian came to find me coz the time was 3.30
and he work at 4
at counter

saw edmund, then weijian came too
i was all cold, was thinking
who should i go to??
coz i meet erzi
then out of a sudden,
saw edmund
then i decided to stay with jy

after that,
edmund went towards the lift with two of his friends
i, jy and weijian then went to a table and sit,
it's the first table,
so it's near the 'door' at the left of the counter

we sat there for awhile, then jy keep turning to the tv!
then let them both know who is who, but!
jy stills turn to the tv!!
i cannot do anything though
then i sms-ed edmund,
asked him is he still angry with me
then he replied that he wanted to meet
i was like, alright, then asked jy
issit okay that i ask her to company me to find edmund
coz she asked me to company her till 4.30 and the time is still 3 plus
then i replied edmund saying okaus and where

then after awhile,
i saw edmund and his friends coming out of the lift there
walking towards us
then one of his friend, big size and look fierce,
walk first, then sort of slam the railing
then i was scare by him
alot of questions are running through me
why? what happen?
has he made a mistake about me and my erzi??
then i walk out with jy
coz i was scared, then walk to edmund
then i saw my erzi being 'shoo' out of his seat
then was like 'what the?!', but i was too scared to do anything
like asking why they do this to my son

so, me and edmund and jy walk up the escalator
coz i keep talking to jy,
edmund was sort of angry?
then he say he go down and find his friends
then i sms weijian ask him that did they say anything to him
coz he's my innocent erzi that was scared by them
then i wanted to sms angel, coz i know she's there
then she called me, i told her that i wanted to tell her something
then she ask me to find her in cs
so i went with jy
erzi called me when i was at the escalator at bout second floor
he told me that edmund told him that if he wants to woo me, go ahead'
i was so sad

then i went to the food court to meet sister,
jy does not wants to go in,
so she stands outside
i told sister eveything
and sister say is misunderstanding,
so we asked him meet at Mac
then we waited outside Mac
but we cannt see him for a long time
i called him, he din answer
i sms-ed him where is he
he replied 'where the fuck are you, which Mac are you talking about'
i was angry that he scolds me without making the place right
which Mac cann i be talking about??
of course the store that we are working in
then when he come
he gave me a face of'what you want'
i was already angry, so i sort of diao him and went to look for sister
so i asked him, did he say those words to my erzi, he said 'yeah'
and i explain to him that we are there coz he work at 4 and iem there
then after that i went home

i think for very long
what does he mean?
i sms him and askind him what does he mean
he replied with a nothing
so i said, what are you thinking when you said that
he replied saying that he said that for fun
i was thinking, say for fun? yeah, you are thinking that iem cheap
don't belive me at all, don't thrust my love for you
yeah, i love him, but as a mummy to a erzi only
idk, but you had hurt me really really deep
you say that you take ppl's word to your heart
i too, okaus?? i will derhx
just that it's hidden in deep deep part of my heart
tell you one thing, i won't be able to forget this, yeah, cannt forget

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