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Sunday, August 31, 2008



29.08.08
enjoy the pics.
my cutiepie yunxin.
yunxin cute barhx?? (:
camwhore-ing with yunxin in the restroom (:
she like looking elsewhere..haha :D
Bobo (i look abit weird)
Bobo :D
stupid kahhui point middle finger..see niki at the background(blur blur de).
veron (:

should be me and afiqah, atiqah behind..haha..
too dark, stand wrong way x=
woah, so bright.
acting cute..
ramdom shot, my hair =x
hahas candid.. :D

Mdm Loh. my hair so messy =x
Ms Anisa(spelt wrong i think)
Shap.
Juliana (:
abit blury.
cher's day.
was fun(at first), no lessons,
took alot of photos..
take result, was dissapointed..
chinese-50 )x
english-74 :
maths- 82(ps. for now nia, end year, see how i fail)
science-78(thanks for my BIO which pull it up, my chem totally ruin it)
combined humanities-68 ):
F&N-65 ):
30.08.08
got the news that joseph's transfering..sadded.
tired..asthma attack,
lucky gort bring medication..
31.08.08
went to malaysia in the morning,
celebrate my grandma birthday.
came back in the afternoon, and with alot of mosqitoes bite..=x


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 9:06 PM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008



witaya, chan hong, rest in peace.

well, basically, one word, STRESS.

IPW, cannt do anything for it, as i cannt put in recorded sound!!!!!!!!

BIO, kinda of stress as, i cann do well in tests, yes, when it come to exams, i cann simply forget everything!!!!! moreover, many tests get first, common test sure nomore, how? teacher sure ask, 'huining, how come?' how to answer?????????

ENG, nth to say..

CHEM, HAHAHA, byebye.

CHI, ask me speak, i still cann, write ar?? HAHAHA.

you can ask my chinese classmates, i basically fail every test, how bout common test? no hope!!

MATHS, HAHAHA, you teach me, assesments still cann larhx..test, left with 50%, common test, HAHAHA, 25%??

GEOG and SS?? no need say..

good luck to me man.

nowadays, always feel as though my friends are ignoring me, neglecting me. maybe they're not, but. i feel so, maybe i'm oversensetive, or it's real. i never know. one moment, i feel as though i've lost all my friends, one moment they're all joking with me. maybe i'm really oversensetive. but, if iem really at the wrong, please tell me, i feel that iem not good enough to be a friend, i want to change myself to be better, but i don't know how. ):
iem stress stress stress!!!! i dunnoe how, depressed. maybe i'll be the next ******. if i really become, i wish every others, to be happy always. another thougt, if i really become, will anyone be sad for me? no one i think..haiis.sadded..): ): ): ): ): ):


anyway.
today in class something very funny.

matthew bak(gong ah wei)*hahahahahaha* was marking attendance in the first lesson, he was writting the lessons.

matt: after recess is CME right?
me: yea. i think.
matt: yea, correct is CME.
me: *lame face*
matt: ahh, finish.
me: woah you so lazy like that also can, m in one box, t in one box.(coz mother tongue 2 periods.)
matt: eh? i also dunnoe i write like that.* and he started laughing*
as everyone knows, laugh is contagious, we ended up laughing very hard.

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❤ Perché ti amo così ? 8:35 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008



ARE YOU:
►Perfect: who's perfect??
►Tall: no.
►In your pajamas: no.
►Left handed: yes.
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LAST
►Friend you saw: juliana yeong
►Talked to on the phone: juliana yeong
►Person to text you: elaine
►Is today better than yesterday: no.
FAVORITE:
►Number: 7.
►Color: black, red.
►Food: hmm...
►Place: erhx..
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did
►brush teeth. duh!!
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
► yes, alot!!
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
► journey to the center of the earth.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
► 107 NTUC.
Q. Do you smile a lot?
► not really.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
► used to.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
► yea.
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► my room, of course!!
Q: Why did you sleep there?
► coz it's my room.
Q: When was the last time you cried?
► thursday.
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
► erm..
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
►3..
Q: What do you hear right now?
► tv show.
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► yes.
Q: What's your favorite month?
► june..
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EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now?
► yes.
Are you single?
► yes
Are you tired?
► yes
Are your parents still married?
►yes
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BASICS:
►Real name? huining
►Age? 15
►Eye color? dark brown
►Male or female? female
►Single? yup
►Crushing? yes.
►Smart? no.
►Hair color? black + brown
►Sweats or Jeans? jeans.
►Phone or Camera? camera phone..hahas
►Health freak? eeee, no.
►Righty or lefty? lefty
►SMOKE or Drink? drink, only when parents allow.
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FIRSTS:
►First best friend? pearlynn yong hoi lin
►First award?erm...
►First enemy? ehx..
►First pet?fish..hahas
►First vacation? erm..
CURRENTLY:
►Eating? no
►Drinking? no
►Listening to? the tv.
►Plans for tommorow?go school, choir, collect fund. prepare teacher's day celebration(choir)
►Waiting for? someone to be my friend.
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WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:
►Lips or eyes? eyes
►Shorter or taller? taller
►Romantic or spontaneous? romantic.
►Sensitive or loud? a bit of both.
►Hook-up or in a relationship? relationship
=======================================
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Drank hard drinks? no.
►Lost glasses/contacts? yea.
►Ran away from home? nope.
►Broken someone's heart?yea, i guess.
►Been arrested?nope.
===================================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone?yes.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 6:54 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008



why do i always will want to cry so easily nowadays??
ytd cried..
today almost..2 times!!
i hate myself..
why do i always get oversensetive??
i always cannt finish my test!!
yesterday i cannt finish my chi compo,
today cannt finish my SS essay..
then only thing i cann say about my SS essay is two words,
'sure fail!'
haiis..one day, when i could not take this stress anymore,
it is when i say goodbye to all of you..


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 2:21 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008



finally replied..
i was so worried..
thank god that he's not ignoring me..(:


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 4:56 PM



yesterday,
i had fever, so didn't go to work,
i told you, you concern me and i was happy..
in the afternoon, you asked me to go out,
i sick so cannot..

then you did not sms me lurhx..
was wanting your sms...
but don't have..):

today morning sent you a morning sms,
din reply..
waited until about 12,
sms again, asking you why didnt you reply my sms..
no reply,
about 1 plus, i sms again..
no reply..
sms me friend ask her what cann i do..
she ask me to wait for your sms..
and ask me don't think too much..
play com first..
which i did..
i dunnoe why you are treating me like this,
cann you tell me why??
i yesterday could not go out is because iem sick..
please don't be angry,
i dunwan you to be like this..
you had changed, you're different..
you used to be a different person..
you say this time you'll treat me better,
but why do i feel that you are neglecting me??
maybe iem just too sensitive??
or you're really negleting me??
i dunwan to lose you again..
please..

i wann you..
please don't treat me like this..
iem very very sad now..
i dunwan quarrel..
i dunwan you neglecting me..
what had i done wrong??
tell me.............


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 4:12 PM

Thursday, August 7, 2008



sorry for the long post..
nothing much to post..
lazy too..
hmm...
tomorrow going meet someone..
excited..((:


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 9:03 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008



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joke joke!! [it's abit christian]

There were two nuns... One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM),and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.


SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.

SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.

SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most? What can we do?

SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.

SM: It's not working.

SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.
SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.

SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical.

Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical.

Then Sister Logical arrives.

SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!

SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both, so he followed me.

SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?

SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.

SM: And? SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me.

SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?

SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.

SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?

SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

SM: Oh, no! What happened then?

SL: Isn't it logical, Sister?Now guess what happened..

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A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down.

And for those of you who thought it would be dirty, say two Hail Marys!





You Act Like You Are 21 Years Old



You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.

You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.



You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.

The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?


21 years old?? hahas..




Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence



Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.

You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.

You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.

Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.



You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?


hahas..this's what i wanted,but i won't be able to get to that..


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 1:00 PM



me at home..
at MRT with precious..
camwhoring coz at place where it's very boring for girls..

SMILE!! hehes..


ytd went to yunxin b'day party..
went to watch money not enough 2 at tampines mall GV.
ten people went..
yunxin, susan, jialing, me, veron, ryan, zhi hao, shaun, yong song and alvan.
quite sad though..it suppose to be a very very funny show..
then decided not to stay in tampines,
wanted to go VIVO, in the end, went to city hall,
but there,left with seven people..
yunxin, veron, me, ryan, alvan, zhihao and said,
as said does not want to watch money not enough two,
he after the movie then find us..
some sad things happen after we went back tampines..
shall not eleborate..
byes peepz..


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 11:17 AM

Friday, August 1, 2008



2nd day..
although he gort sms me ask where i'm at..
i said i dunnoe what that place's called..
which is the truth..


today first thing is CCA activities,
did the low-elements..
one, is first try to stuff 15 person on the table[sort of]..
then try squeeze more..one by one..
then teacher say the record was 21 person,
and we gort 22 up there!! yeah!!


next is climb the rope thingy..
juliana y ask me not to go with her..
i wanted to try,
ma kaur also keep asking me try..
coz it needed to be done by two,
i ask ms kuar i go with who..
then ms kaur asking others,
but the teacher though no one wants..
so he went to the next station..


then was something like nitrogen lake that we've done in sec2 camp..
my leg touch the ground when crossing =x
ms kaur did too..
her leg also touch ground..


next, refreshments..
then we do another project..
the pda one..
then we surf the net for awhile..
after that, the lady asked us to go some website,
then we chat..
but they all talk malay, so sad, i don't understand..


then after that,
me and jy go cafetiaria 2 eat lunch..
i bought black pepper chicken rice, $2.50 and very big portion..
jy had the chicken cutlet..

then went to CS for awhile
then go tution..
we're late..lols..
then inside, coz listen to song..
then do..
the time past very fast..
like only 30mins past by,
but the truth is 1 1/2hrs already gone..


wrote a song..
but gort lyricks,
no music nia..
i gort the inspriation from the song stop and stare..



i would, if i could


him
leaving my world,
my sight, my words.

me
missing his being,
his eyes, his voice.

i would stop and stare at him if i could,
i would stop him from leaving if i could,
i would hold him more tightly if i could,
i would sure cherish him more if i could,
i would, i would, if i could.

i
yearning his care,
his love, his touch.

but
his ignorance
made me depressed.

i would stop and stare at him if i could,
i would stop him from leaving if i could,
i would hold him more tightly if i could,
i would sure cherish him more if i could,
i would, i would, i swear i would.




❤ Perché ti amo così ? 5:34 PM