my S H A T T E R E D dreams ]:

Friday, June 10, 2011



I don't know whether to believe in this job that my friend got me.
She's also in that job and she's happy in it.
I was curious, so I went on google and search for the company,
hoping to find any official websites about the company and know more about them.
There were no website at all and furthermore, 90% of the articles are negative.
I am really in a state of dilemma.
I actually don't need this job and I am not really into this part of business,
in fact, I was never interested in businesses.
I really don't want to go for this job training I have tomorrow cos from the blog that I went,
the person who went for the training had a bad experience.
I wanted and waited to go for the school event,
and now I am here, wanting cancel the school event just for a job?
I have no idea how now.
I would feel guilty if I cancelled it with my friend,
but I might regret this decision!
I really need someone who can think clearly to point out the pros and cons for me now.
ARGH.

xoxo,
xiaoxi


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 12:10 AM

Tuesday, June 7, 2011



I feel so out of place.
It's like everyone had found the people that they are hanging out with
and I'm just hanging on to all the groups I have, unsure of which to go to.
Seeing everyone getting close to each other day by day,
I really don't know how.
I want to get close to everyone of them cos I like them all.
I'm always so negative nowadays. :(

xoxo,
xiaoxi.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 11:15 PM

Monday, June 6, 2011



SIGH.
ta ai wo, wo ai ni, ni ai ta, ta ai ta. Why must the cycle be like this?
Why can't it more beautiful?


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 9:21 PM