my S H A T T E R E D dreams ]:

Sunday, May 31, 2009



OMG!
my stupid post is gone again!
and twice! grr rhawhx!!


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 7:18 PM

Sunday, May 24, 2009



her thankyou card[open]

[closed]


the birthday girl!



her cake


yesterday went to shirley's 21st birthday party!
met her other side de cousin, huisze..
she's same age as us and she's so funny..

maybe i'm wrong to *follow* you ard?
well, it's just like, awhile?
i'm just doing my *experiment*
because...
out of a sudden,
everyone like sort of ignore me.
okay, if you're angry/annoyed, i'm sorry..
what's going on?
just tell me what i've done wrong.

out of a sudden,
even you* also just go away,
and whisper to other,
like kind of cold shoulder..
please people, this is the second time this year.
and i'm not the only one being treated like this,
can you just tell me the problem?
can this thing not pass from one person to the other?

i'm tired of this,.
i'm really tired..
i cherish you all so much,
just a snap,
and all ignoring..
what is this??
you all may be angry of my comments,
i think i will be expecting something.
i have no choice but to face it..
hopefully this can pass like a breeze and not a snow storm.
well at least you all communicate to me and not fully ignoring?
should i be sad or relived?
well, see how it goes.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 4:04 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009



arhhx! my chinese very lan... ))):
paper 2 only just pass..
but lucky cher say this one is difficult..
and o-level chinese is easier..
like the SEAB one,
and lucky enough, the SEAB is easy.. (:

get well soon JJ!
so sad, he is having problem with his throat..
hopefully he can still sing!
T.T..

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 1:54 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009



listening compre was bad, don't understand the passage.. ><
mdm loh speak chinese quite a lot today,
it is a bit 'ummm, the feeling so weird..'

oral, miss tan s.t.
it was a disaster! ><
especially picture analysis.. ><


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 5:26 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009



watch ramen girl today, it's so funny ..
spent quite a fortune in arcade but worthwhile winning neska..
juliana called her neska from alaska..lols
bought a book from kinokuniya with my voucher..
ahh!! tmorrow's oral exam!!!
it's one of the exams that's i'm scared of..
))))))))))))))))):
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! jiu ming jiu ming!!!!
i hate oral exams!!! )))):

bye people!
signing off,
huining.


oh great..
what's happening to me?
why am i jealous over that,
juliana know him more than me?
i thought that i had already get over him?
maybe he's my mr right?
i don't think things like that will ever going to happen..


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 10:30 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009



from jody! long quiz!!

TENS ARE YOU ★

★Are you single ?
yeah....
★Are you happy ?
umm, just feeling fine? lols..
★Are you bored ?
yeah....
★Are you fair ?
in the middle of tan and fair?
★Are you italian ?
nope
★Are you honest ?
won't lie for nothing..
★Are you nice ?
yeah, of course...lols
★Are you irish ?
nope
★Are you Asian ?
yeah!

TENS FACTS ★

★ Full Name :
huining...lols
★Nickname :
ummm, twin![from siyah] ning[from my parents and bel]
★Birthplace :
Singapore, KKH
★Hair colour :
black, real black
★Natural Hairstyle :
wavy and i hate it!
★Birthday :
5th sep!! [remember this!]
★Mood :
relaxed...
★Favourite Colours :
pink and blue and black and white~
★One place you like to visit :
zoo!!!!

TENS THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.★

★ Have you been in love?
yeah?
★Do you believe in love at first sight?
umm, not really..
★Do you currently have a crush?
nope...
★Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
guess so...
★Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
yeah?
★Have you ever had your heart brokened and when?
ehh???
★Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him?
yeah....
★Are you afraid commitment?
nope!
★Who was th last person you hugged?
umm, i not sure..
★Who was th last person you said i love you to?
umm.....

TENS THIS OR THAT ★

★Love or Lust ?
Love..
★Hard liquor or beer ?
neither..
★Cats or Dogs ?
both!! @_@
★A few best friends or any regular friends ?
A few best friends!! yeah..
★Creamy or crunchy ?
creamy!
★Wild night out or romantic night?
romantic night
★Money or happiness?
happiness...
★Night or day?
day bah..
★IM or phone?
phone......

TENS HAVE YOU EVERS ★

★Been caught sneaking out?
i dont sneak out!
★Seen a polar bear?
yeah, at the zoo!
★Done something you regret?
yeah..
★Bungee jumped?
nooooooooooo!!!!!
★Eaten food that fell on th floor?
yeah.. G_G
★Finished an entire jaw breaker?
what's that?
★Been caught naked?
nope..!
★Wanted an ex gf/bf back?
nooo....
★Cried because you lost a pet?
yeah~~
★Wanted to disappear?
did before....

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER★

★Smile or eyes?
Eyes...
★Light or dark hair?
light!!
★Hugs or Kisses ?
Both...yeah, i'm greedy... ><
★Shorter or Taller?
Taller!
★Intelligence or attraction?
Both...yeah, i'm already greedy..
★Topmen or zara?
this is?
★Funny or serious?
Both....>★Older or Younger?
Older..but not too old!
★Outgoing or quiet?
Both...hahas
★Sweet or bad?
sweet with a little bad..hahas

TEN HAVE YOUS★

★Ever performed in front of a large crowd?
yeah..
★Talking on a phone longer then a hour?
yepp hehes
★Ever tried walking on your hands?
no...of course not..i'm not crazy..
★Ever been to a rock concert?
nope..
★Ever been on a cheerleading team?
nope..
★Ever been on a dance team?
yeah..ballet for a year..
★Ever been on a sport team?
nah, i don't like sports!
★Ever been in a drama play/ production?
yeah, a small drama play in cambodia..
★Ever owned a BMW...?
nope, i'm too young to even have a license!
★Ever been in a rape video?
eeeeeee!!! nooooooooooooo!!!!

TEN LASTS ★

★Last phone call you made?
zhihe
★Last person you hugged?
forgot! ><
★Last person you hanged out with?
bel, aunt!
★Last time you worked?
few months ago
★Last time you IM-ed to?
ummm....
★Last person you texted to?
bel
★Last person you went to movie with?
juliana, lynn!
★Last person/thing you missed?
my hamsters!!!
★Last website visited?
jody's blog!!


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 1:34 PM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009



today geog exam..
rivers was very successful..
geog of food,
first question i'm quite stucked,
that time, all i remember was changing food preference of DCs,
i could not remember the one for LDCs..
second question,
stucked at first, but think is quite okay..
third question about the one that is about the world food submit blah blah blah
have to write out the next two factor,
but i only remember one,
so i only write the free school lunch..
last question,
quite okay,
but handwritting very ugly...
left with only 10 minutes to do a very long question..
i think i left some out, hopefully will be okay..

after exam me, niki and juliana eat lunch tgt..
then huichun come find us
i choke on chilli and cried..lols
thanks huichun help me buy water..
after that suppose to find mdm faridah,
saw jiaxin,
so juliana ask her to help return idris de pen..
jiaxin with huimei talking to mdm ng..
so we somewhat become joined into the conver..
choir tee come liao..
so tmr we can collect! hurray..

mdm ng says if sec 4s wants to step down,
choir only left with 24 people..
38 to 24..
so keciean...
mdm says whoever[juniors] are interested in choir,
please please ask them to come for audition..

so anyone interested in joining choir please tell me!

after that me huichun and juliana went t1..
juliana bought corndog..
i bought mrBean de cheese the thing..
after eating went into urban write..
then we went upstairs..
go into times and browse things..
the end i bout a magazine with JJ Lin at the front..
and 4 pages of his news..
i bought the magazine for that..
lols..i know..
dou guaii me so easily influence by friends to like idols..
hahas..
some idols only la..lols
went to comic connection..
bought 2 2r pic of wangzi ..
then went home..

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 4:26 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009



wake up at 15 to 12 today..
was surprised that i could sleep for almost 12 hours!
damn it, i haven't study geog..

lalalas~

thankyou jy for helping me do the flashplayer ^^
nothing to blog le bye~

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 2:13 PM

Friday, May 1, 2009



ytd can't use internet coz internet explorer crash.. T.T
due to a programe call Zango..
but now okay le,
thanks to SweeYee! :D

well anyway,
yesterday was the first MYE..
eng compo like shit,
letter writting more worst?
for compo i wrote one paragraph for truancy,
then cancel away,
one paragraph for 'time with family ............',
also cancel away,
took one paper from teacher and write again,
but for the 'describe some of your _____ childhood'..

after that went to hall for briefing..
on 8th may i would have 3 exams le!
great..
MOE every year will choose many school to conduct this very test to see
whether their standard of paper will match our standard..
and our school lucky enough to be chosen..

after briefing went for lunch..
all along on the way for lunch,
i saw 2 north pole magnets..
hahas..

after dinner,
went to walk around,
ate the ice-cream again which i ate on alison's b'day but diff flavour..
hahas..
the last stop was urban write,
was astonished by the things..
i wonder why only this time i went into it then i see the things..
like the cute pen which upon pulling it,
it becomes long and you can write..
but it look just like those click pen..
lols..

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 5:06 PM