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Monday, April 27, 2009



will be editing the links ! x333333

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 2:08 PM

Thursday, April 23, 2009



shit, my long post had been, idk what happen, it's lost!!!
i'm lazy to post anot. so for now it will be this only..


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 7:48 PM



i wonder why everytime i think of choir i will have this heartach feeling..
i don't like it..
leaving choir is something that i want to do last..
although leaving choir is for my exams,
but i can't bear to put all of it down,
Miss Lee,
Miss Chan,
and all the songs..
i'm really,
i don't know,
the feeling so mixed..
i love choir.
tampines sec choir. x3

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 7:14 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009



我不知道,
我想,
可是我怕。
我怕像以前的事情再次发生。
怎么办?
给我多一些时间考虑。


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 10:33 PM



my blog rusting le...
hmm, let me have a warm welcome for my fishy goldie to my house on the 16th of apr!
hehe, i named her goldie coz she's gold in colour.. ^^

i'm quite scared..
4 more days to SYF..
><

tomorrow i'll be going to carnival at 0830..
bobo ask me early de..
think will be packing the stuff and blowing the ballons..
hope they won't burst the ballons.....

lalala...
idk what to say le...
bye, flying to pet society!

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 8:46 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009



found this browsing youtube..
they sang very well..
they are SSA choir..
btw, it is stopping by woods.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECtgpFDIo4M

this is another clip of stopping by woods,
but it is by a boy about 9,
not singing but speaking the words..
he speaks the words very well..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zY2bevNUPG8


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 12:14 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009



my father's back..
now confirm his right leg's bone break into 3..
8.30 he went into the operating room,
only to know the results at 10.30..
hope he is okay..

signing off,
huining.

FYI,
my father came back from hospital
from taking care of my brother who is in hospital.
confirm is confirm my brother de leg break..
my brother's operation was succesful,
so he is okay,
but his operation ended at 11 plus..

signing off,
huining.

edited on 13th april 2009


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 9:13 PM



slept at 1plus today morning and wake up at 5.30plus..
went to T1 [FYI, it is Tampines One]
with baoxuan and lynn ..
sad T1 don't have Daiso..
i almost forgot that i'm in Tampines,
thought that i was in town..
because T1 is so big and there's so many people..
saw ahem2[square] when we going down to basement..

After window shopping,
went to Lynn house pei her take keyboard..
went to bus stop find serene, liangyue and huichun..
make our way to block 165 and wait for the rest..
i think there is almost 20 people there?
hey people, that's not enough.
If we had said this and you have no excuse,
please make sure you come.

it rain when we said dismiss and it is heavy rain..
how unlucky..
everyone ran thru the ran except for me, liangyue, serene, jiaxin, huimei, jocelyn and lynn.
we sang quite a number of old choir songs like;

a moment like this
colours of the wind
a new tomorrow
kalinka
hashivenu[sp.]
when you belive
mian yi
alleluia
hotaru koi
gao shan qing
everyone sang

11 days to SYF!!
JIAYOU CHOIR!!

very funny, some of them we had forgotten some parts..
when the rain get smaller,
i went to take bus..
i took 59 to changi village interchange..
i read the book 'a child called 'it'' all the way..
there is quite a few people in the bus..
when reach the interchange, i was alone, i got a shock..
and i didn't remember seeing anyone behind me walk to the front to get off,
but before reaching interchange,
i am sure that i heard a couple laughing away talking in malay behind my seat..
well, maybe is because i was too into the book..

when reach, i call my father,
he asked me to wait at one place,
and uncle Zuladam will fetch me..
he says it coz my brother [zhihe]
had a fall and he couldn't get up..
when i reached the chalet,
the ambulance had reached.
my brother was lying on the grass with newspaper underneath him,
which i'm pretty sure is they put it for my brother to lie on because the grass is pretty wet..
he can't move his right leg,
if not there would be pain.
the nurse[three guys] asked my father to support my brother's leg
while they put the metal thing to carry my brother under him.
they tried to help my brother to put his leg straight,
beczause his leg is in a almost 90 degree position.
he moan quite loud, they managed to move abit to a straigher position.
so his leg is like, 80 degree.

he keep saying .'yao si liao , yao si liao' meaning 'dying , dying'
my father told him that not to worry..
they rushed my brother all the way from changi village to KK hospital.
he had an x-ray,
he had got his leg either 3 cracks or he broke his leg into 3,
because in chinese it is all the same word.
he have to have an operation,
to put in metal plates..
one year later he will have to have it taken out.
Now, he have to give up NCDCC, PE and all those physical stuff..
one good news to him,
when he go for army,
he don't have to do the physical stuff..
he will have to stay in hospital for quite a long time i suppose.
hopefully, he could catch up with his work.

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 8:15 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009



waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........................
SYF SYF SYF!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........................
oh, i'm so carzy..
damn scared, damn worried..
can we even maintain this bronze?

Miss Lee,
thankyou for all the encouragement,
but i think we will disappoint you.

this is what i heard,
Mr Neo let us skip infocus,
one thing,
must get a silver.
haiis.....
getting a bronze is already very lucky.
i think silver is a nono...
choir ahhhhhhhhh.........
can you all please be more mature?
adding all the extra practices is just at most 3 days,
and you all grumble.
please. SYF is in 2 weeks time.
Can't you all just give us,
for the sake of SYF,
this two weeks?
freaking two weeks?!
us sec 4s are having major exams this year
and we sacrifice our precious time here.
one question,
WE CAN SACRIFICE, WHY CAN'T YOU?

Miss Lee,
please come back and help us.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 9:28 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009



now i'm in computer lab doing f&n coursework.
cher say must finish till decision making and i finish le! (:

announcement said band got gold from mr. neo.
he said 'hello hello' at the first part,
we all laugh.
upon hearing this just made me nervous.

14 days to SYF! [not counting that day]

VCH is big alright.
the last time we go there,
miss chan said that we were clearly heard,
all the mistakes and the dynamics.
haiis...
i'm so terrified..
i want to go for SYF,
but i'm scared..
i'm scared that i will just freak out on that day or..
i just can't sing and i'll squeak.

later there might be audition for SYF..
great. great great...
ahhhhhhh...........

kayes, enough of the grumbling.

umm, let me see...
what shall i post.
i don't know and juliana give me the ideas all i wrote in here le..
okaus, bye~~

i go play pet society.. woo~~

signing off,
huining.


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 1:05 PM