Sunday, June 29, 2008
i dunnoe what's the reason why you suddently ignore me, the last sms is that you want to leave me coz you ***** **** but i dont think it will happen bcoz its only **** ***** that jianing told me..today jianing asked me how me and you, my mood straight away drop till very jialat..i know that we drifted apart is coz i don't have the time for you, i know that it's all my fault, iem useless, i cant manage my mood, i miss the you when you will hold my hand and play with me..now, whenever i walk pass the block that we had ***** , i'll be very sad..i really miss that time alot..i hope that you will be with me again..but i know that you wont be..i said that iem fine with that you ignoring me, but, i cant do that, i really cannot..maybe i should wait, maybe i should just give up, see how it goes..but more of the chances that i would just wait there..at work at most emo there..at work ytd, my runner, suddently say, eh, your boyfriend, then i turned around, hoping to see you, in the end is just that my runner play a prank on me, and i told myself, you are already not my bf, and if anyone else says anything like that tell them that i have no bf..and i emo like shit there, whatever the customer say, is all very blur, then my runner is high, my runner go press the serve alot of time, i gort fustrated, and almost scolded my runner..futhermore, coz i stand very long, my leg is very pain..it's another cause of my fustration..and i was extended 45 minutes..
i should give up,
issin't it??
i dunnoe whether i can do it..
❤ Perché ti amo così ? 2:52 PM
