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Sunday, June 29, 2008



it's one week since the school had started,
for the first week of school,
i had been thinking of work,
and i had missed work
and the people,
in the holiday, i'll work three days,
and can see people like hoo giek, angel and yuh min[and others] more..
iem so sad that i could only see them once a week..
iem so happy at work..but i had to go school
as for mavis, although she had work more days[?]
but always is quite late, except for one day..
i enjoy her company,
but..only one day that she has been with me for more than 2 hours,
the others, only for 2 hours,
futhermore, different stations, i cannt see her..
should meet mavis and angel on friday[27.06.08],
and on friday morning, i dunnoe why i gort a feeling that,
iem could not meet them and indeed,
i did make it to meet them,
which made me very sad,
coz the last time, that me, mavis go together is only for awhile,
and is also woth some guys..
the last time me, mavis and angel, us three girls meet only,
was very long ago..
girls, i felt that w had drifted apart..
i hope that we could be [together] again..
because you both are important to me[!]

samuel kor, you dont be too sad alright..
i know that you are not in good moods always,
and you wanted to quit..
i thought of quiting with you,
coz i also thinking of quiting[?]
and i've told you about that,
but you said that even if you
want to quit, you will quit with another person
which you did not tell me..
i gort a sharp pain after you sent me that sms..
but nevermind, shi zhong, ni zhi shi wo de gan ge ge ba..
but i always have been treating you as a real brother of mine..

peini jie,
we had wanted to meet in the holidays,
but we had not meet..
because we did not have the time[?]
i miss you alot..
next time, you gort time,
ask me out,
i'll see whether i gort the time..

on thursday, [26.06.08]
we had an art festival rehearsal,
when on the stage,
looking at ms chan,
i suddently thought of ms lee,
and the date, 26,
where last year, 26/04
is when ms lee left for europe,
and before, she told me that she'll be back in july,
but had cancelled it..
arhx..thought of her now made me wanna cry..
futhermore, she had not reply my email to her..
ms lee,
imissyou,
i dunnoe why,
you had been away for so long,
yet the pain that you are away is still here,
in my heart,
although many things also made my heart hurts,
but the fact that you are away,
and that i might not see you again,
make my heart hurt more..


❤ Perché ti amo così ? 2:05 PM