today, when eating that time..told my parents about the 'experiencing ITE programme' then my mum says that it means that i go into this class means ITE, no poly, no lasalle..which made me already sad..then some more..my dad says what..ask me after sec 5, go work sua..i dunnoe is i sensetive or what..i just feel so sad that i wanna cry!! haiis..i have to study..especially maths..i think, i need to take my sec1 and 2 textbook, and write out all the formulars that i've forgotten..do everything all over..criEs..

thursday and friday going ITE, kinda scared..coz maybe going see someone..told him, as in told him that my class going HIS school

me:i thursday and friday going your school do the experiencing ite programme, thursday 8.30am to 4.30pm, friday from 8.30am to 1.30pm..

him:oh ok. then like that can see you le Haha. Miss you sia..
*OMFG, iem so feeling eeee-ed*

me:*don't reply seem weird, reply, also dunnoe what to reply..in the end said this*
Ohh..i also dunnoe which side of your school i would go..yuor school so big..

him:Not big la.Just tell me where you are can le lor lol.
*oh my god!! shit!! i shouldn't had replied him!!*

me:*have to reply no matter what right?? or iem too stupid to reply??*
I dunnoe how to see where iem at

him:At most meet at the canteen there lor Haha. If not can meet at the posb atm there mah.
*shit!! oh my god!! oh my god!!*

me: huh?? Meet for??
* trying very hard to hint him i dunnwan to meet him*

him:just wann see you lor lol
*oh fuck!! oh shit!!oh my god!! he din get me!!*

me: Erhx..see first, coz i will go with my friend..and classmates..
*trying to reject as nice as possible..coz no matter what he's still my friend*

after that he din reply lurhx..which was a great relive..
to *him*: no offence..sorry,but this is just what i feel, iem really afraid of the point of thinking going to see you..

really hope that hongzhi's still in that school!! i really need him badly!! i rather see hongzhi that *him*..Ahhhh!! very stress!!!!my god..hope wont see him =x..kinda of weird feeling seeing him, maybe is coz his like me but i don't feel amything towards him?? might run away upon seeing him, or take cover from juliana Y.or kah hui =x haiyo..........................................

saw a very qian da t-shirt..
it says..
"nobody is perfect,
i'm nobody."
gort another quiz..lols..


1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
-single; crushing..


2) Are you happy with where you are?
-not really..


3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
-nope..


4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
-yea..and it's unbearable..


5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
-nope..cheating is wrong, there's no cheating that's ok..


6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
-depends on how much ilovehim..

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
-nope..iem too young to talk about that..


8) Do you want children?
-yea..i love kids..


9) How many?
-hmm...........


10) Would you consider adoption?
-if iem impotent.. =x

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
-no,it will only made me be scared of seeing him..


12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
-depends..


13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
-game?? what game??


14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
-yea?? but iem not that kind..i go for charactor/personality, not looks(but it matters..DUH!!)..


15) Are you romantic?
-not sure..but i like it..


16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
-yes..i almost did..


17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
-australia..big big one..


18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
-yea..


19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
-yea..right now..


20) Have you ever broken a heart?
-yea..i think..


21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
-fight?? no, if that person really is in love with the girl, i would give my blessings to them..


22)What would you say about your last ex?
-he's very sweet..but, he hurt me alot..i wannt to use this post, to tell him..
thankyou for everything, i did enjoy the times that we're together(those times that we're not quarrelling), wish you all the best in the future..

❤ Perché ti amo così ? 4:23 PM