witaya, chan hong, rest in peace.

well, basically, one word, STRESS.

IPW, cannt do anything for it, as i cannt put in recorded sound!!!!!!!!

BIO, kinda of stress as, i cann do well in tests, yes, when it come to exams, i cann simply forget everything!!!!! moreover, many tests get first, common test sure nomore, how? teacher sure ask, 'huining, how come?' how to answer?????????

ENG, nth to say..

CHEM, HAHAHA, byebye.

CHI, ask me speak, i still cann, write ar?? HAHAHA.

you can ask my chinese classmates, i basically fail every test, how bout common test? no hope!!

MATHS, HAHAHA, you teach me, assesments still cann larhx..test, left with 50%, common test, HAHAHA, 25%??

GEOG and SS?? no need say..

good luck to me man.

nowadays, always feel as though my friends are ignoring me, neglecting me. maybe they're not, but. i feel so, maybe i'm oversensetive, or it's real. i never know. one moment, i feel as though i've lost all my friends, one moment they're all joking with me. maybe i'm really oversensetive. but, if iem really at the wrong, please tell me, i feel that iem not good enough to be a friend, i want to change myself to be better, but i don't know how. ):
iem stress stress stress!!!! i dunnoe how, depressed. maybe i'll be the next ******. if i really become, i wish every others, to be happy always. another thougt, if i really become, will anyone be sad for me? no one i think..haiis.sadded..): ): ): ): ): ):


anyway.
today in class something very funny.

matthew bak(gong ah wei)*hahahahahaha* was marking attendance in the first lesson, he was writting the lessons.

matt: after recess is CME right?
me: yea. i think.
matt: yea, correct is CME.
me: *lame face*
matt: ahh, finish.
me: woah you so lazy like that also can, m in one box, t in one box.(coz mother tongue 2 periods.)
matt: eh? i also dunnoe i write like that.* and he started laughing*
as everyone knows, laugh is contagious, we ended up laughing very hard.

Labels: dissapointed with myself, hate myself. ):

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