the world's so unfair!!
why, why i see many others, they have the oppurtunity to learn something that i had always wanted,but no chance. really wished that i was born in some rich family, so that, i could have the oppurtunity to learn, and excell. why do god give me the 'talent' and interest, but, put it so far from me, that i could only see it, but could not reach it. she told me i could learn it when i grow up, but, i don't think it's possible, even if i havee the money, would i have the time? and why do i have to see my friend suffer and i couldn't do anything. i really hope that i can do something to help my friend. i don't want it to be this way, why does my life seem so miserable? me, myself have lots of problems, sometimes, if i say out, i will only harm myself, i really feel like cutting again, but i know i shouldn't, but it's too painful, too awful. no one can help me. There's something i'm happy about, it's that, i finally knows how to shut up, know what to say, what to not say. but i do think that i should shut up more, to help myself, to save myself, and not to offend others. i may seem happy, that's the surface, the inner, is full of misery and pain, i hope that all those laughters that i had with my friends could cover up all my scars that had recovered from the open wounds, which the pains' still there, but it seem impossible.maybe one day, i should really shut myself up, and bottle all the pain and let myself explode. i don't know how to make the scars go away, what to do to make the pain away, and who to turn to. sometimes, i ask myself, why do i seem to envy the people around me but not think positive?

WHEN CAN THE PAIN GO AWAY?
when can the pain go away?
when can the pain go away?
when can the pain go away?
when can the pain go away?

takecarres peepz,
huining.

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