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Wednesday, July 14, 2010



Chinese oral today.
It's kinda disastrous..
I stuttered many times while reading the passage,
and I read back my sentence when I read the word wrongly,
which is, a taboo to do so.
The conversation's topic is to compare online learning and learning at school.
The teacher said the question too fast and I could not catch it.
So I asked her to say it again,
and she said it so very slowly. LOL.
I did not have much to say, and about twice in between,
I could not express myself well as the word keep appearing in my mind as english..
So overall, when the teacher asked me a question,
I answered only around three sentence.
And my pauses were very, very long.
I was so disappointed with myself that I cried when Mdm Yasmin asked me about it..
And so she told me that what is important is the quality than the quantity..
After awhile, Miss Ho saw me crying and asked me why..
They asked me what I said, and they told me that I got the points well..
And the reading is only 10 marks, I do not have to worry so much.
But, I really do want to get a distinction for my overall chinese..
This mean that I have to get a high distinction for oral to have a higher chance of getting a distinction for my chinese.
I am so afraid that I might lose my distinction for oral.

ignorance and error are necessary in life.


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