Saturday, July 14, 2012
Was talking to Salv about his granddad's stroke and how he's still smoking. Then I thought of my granddad. Having this illness and all.. I still remember how during CNY I have this really strong feeling to take a few pictures with my grampsie. A month or two later after that, we heard of my gramsie's illness. Why haven't we thought of that when he have been coughing for years? Sighs. I'm really scared, what if the last CNY pictures I took with him will really be the last? :( But no matter what, dear Lord, please take away my grampsie's sufferings. He's over at my house today and I heard him coughing in his sleep. It pains me so much..
xoxo,
xiaoxi.
❤ Perché ti amo così ? 11:11 PM
Friday, June 10, 2011
I don't know whether to believe in this job that my friend got me.
She's also in that job and she's happy in it.
I was curious, so I went on google and search for the company,
hoping to find any official websites about the company and know more about them.
There were no website at all and furthermore, 90% of the articles are negative.
I am really in a state of dilemma.
I actually don't need this job and I am not really into this part of business,
in fact, I was never interested in businesses.
I really don't want to go for this job training I have tomorrow cos from the blog that I went,
the person who went for the training had a bad experience.
I wanted and waited to go for the school event,
and now I am here, wanting cancel the school event just for a job?
I have no idea how now.
I would feel guilty if I cancelled it with my friend,
but I might regret this decision!
I really need someone who can think clearly to point out the pros and cons for me now.
ARGH.
xoxo,
xiaoxi
❤ Perché ti amo così ? 12:10 AM
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
I feel so out of place.
It's like everyone had found the people that they are hanging out with
and I'm just hanging on to all the groups I have, unsure of which to go to.
Seeing everyone getting close to each other day by day,
I really don't know how.
I want to get close to everyone of them cos I like them all.
I'm always so negative nowadays. :(
xoxo,
xiaoxi.
❤ Perché ti amo così ? 11:15 PM
Monday, June 6, 2011
SIGH.
ta ai wo, wo ai ni, ni ai ta, ta ai ta. Why must the cycle be like this?
Why can't it more beautiful?
❤ Perché ti amo così ? 9:21 PM
